i'm having a hard time not wanting to be with you. i've been hurt and i've hurt lovers in the past, and this fact i will not deny. but there is something on my insides that goes wild when you look at me with your piercing eyes. my heart beats a little faster, my mind races a little more, and i can't focus with you here. but you and i haven't been nearly what we were once upon a time. once upon a time, there was something to be had. and now upon this moment, i feel as though we have become two empty, hollowed out people who just sit across from each other and stare blankly for fear of losing all feeling.
but you make me feel.
and it's a feeling that cannot be measured by human standards.
it's love, that's for sure.
but i just have to determine what kind it will be.
my truth: i want you to love me.
hello, my name is
- jessica ann-lynn.
- i am a violent, passionate lover of the One who made me. He is the Object of my affections and my desires. He has given me desires, to sing, write, play piano, and dance for His glory. He gave me the desire to read, to learn, to grow. my obsession with the rain makes sense to Him. the things that make up the core of who i am belong to Him. He is the most beautiful thing i could imagine. and He is the center of every single thing i do.
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you and me both.
except some days i hate him.
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