can't everyone just leave me alone for just one minute?
i have a life to figure out too.
i just want 5 minutes to myself! i just need
to find some kind of solace
some kind of comfort
when divinity seems to disappear.
don't get me wrong, it rained today,
and i smiled every moment there were
raindrops falling,
but sometimes it's not enough.
i just want You to split the sky
and come get me.
rip me out of this fleshly prison
and let me fly to You
let me come in Your lap
as You squeeze me tight and say
"welcome, beloved."
can i cry in Your arms?
would i even be disappointed anymore?
would there be sadness,
or would you take it and in its place,
give me unspeakable joy?
can't You do that right now?
the pain of facing my fears
and facing the things i hid from myself
is much too much to bear alone.
i can't stand up under it.
so come, Lord, and deliver me
from the prison i handcrafted.
can i just have a minute, everyone?
i'm kind of falling apart again.
hello, my name is
- jessica ann-lynn.
- i am a violent, passionate lover of the One who made me. He is the Object of my affections and my desires. He has given me desires, to sing, write, play piano, and dance for His glory. He gave me the desire to read, to learn, to grow. my obsession with the rain makes sense to Him. the things that make up the core of who i am belong to Him. He is the most beautiful thing i could imagine. and He is the center of every single thing i do.
1 comment:
i love reading your blog because i always, always connect to what you say.
quit reading my mind.
you don't really have to click all these lame links to my blogs that you always remind me of, but if you feel so obliged, this of yours reminds me of one of mine as well. though mine is not so eloquent. in fact is not eloquent at all. it's kind of mean. but it's honest.
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