sometimes i have to pinch myself to remember i'm not dreaming.

it's not love. (thank god)
but it's a start.

it's something i'm willing to wait on
and it's something i'm willing to let go.
i just gotta figure this out...
really? me? i didn't have a clue...

i mean, i know i'm a cool person...
but to be, you know, liked for who you are.
it's a new experience for me.
and i don't know what to do with myself.

my arms are bruising up from pinching myself.
it feels like a dream
when the one you want says they want you.
it's an amazing feeling i've never known before.

i've either wanted them or they've wanted me...
but never both...

my life is amazing.
and this is just a very
unexpected bonus :)